You don't think I've fuckin' tried, dude, that's all I do. I sober up for maybe three weeks before I-
[The fucking Netflix special, of course, this would pull the other losers out of the woodwork. Why'd it have to be Eddie? Richie didn't want to be seen like this by strangers, let alone him. Looking at him now, he gets it. He feels things he hasn't felt in a really long time. Nerves, panic, and just so much love too much fucking love.
That's what has him dry heaving, the onslaught of bullshit drilling its way into his brain when he meets those familiar gray eyes.]
Not like it matters.
[For as much as he fought through sobriety to almost make it to a month, he never quite did. The only good thing he had going for him was that he wasn't particularly violent, he didn't try to hurt anyone or cause any disorder when under the influence. Otherwise, he might have already been arrested like the other celebrities that went down this path.]
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[The fucking Netflix special, of course, this would pull the other losers out of the woodwork. Why'd it have to be Eddie? Richie didn't want to be seen like this by strangers, let alone him. Looking at him now, he gets it. He feels things he hasn't felt in a really long time. Nerves, panic, and just so much love too much fucking love.
That's what has him dry heaving, the onslaught of bullshit drilling its way into his brain when he meets those familiar gray eyes.]
Not like it matters.
[For as much as he fought through sobriety to almost make it to a month, he never quite did. The only good thing he had going for him was that he wasn't particularly violent, he didn't try to hurt anyone or cause any disorder when under the influence. Otherwise, he might have already been arrested like the other celebrities that went down this path.]